I hate dating. Just had to get that out there. When will this crap end??!!??
I'm fine, but just sometimes it's so H A R D. I won't get into this really, but when will I feel like I can be myself, really fall for someone, and not worry about getting hurt? And know that he's going to love me, do anything for me, and be crazy about me? Where is that guy?
Don't get me wrong. I do acutally enjoy my life right now. And tomorrow I'll feel differently and regret this post probably. But who cares. Sometimes singledom is good and sometimes it sucks. Today it sucks. I feel like I've protected myself pretty well after the last few little heart aches, but when I finally give something else a go - it hurts again. Don't worry. Tomorrow it will be better. I'll get my faith and hope back, or at least in the next little while. I deserve some time right?
What's better? Dating and being rejected, dating, rejected, dating, you reject, dating, rejected... the cycle?? Or just NOT dating until the one that fits comes along and we date and actually move forward?? I don't know. I'd probably feel bad if I never dated, but heck, I feel bad even when I do date. So, guess it's sixes.
Se la vi. That's my life. And I can handle it. Just had to vent. I know those of you who read this are all married really - and don't worry, you don't need to feel like you need to motivate me or tell me I'll be fine... I know I will. Just had to say dating is stupid sometimes.
You're right dating sucks. :) How's that for no advice from the know-it-all married people. j/k Of course it's "better to have loved and lost" then not at all because you're gaining experience. Sorry it's not fun sometimes. But, it's not fun sometimes when you're married too. :) Love you!
ReplyDeleteDitto to what Spring said. All of it. Even if you aren't moving forward in ways you want, you are moving forward in other ways. OK...OK...no more you'll be alright...hang in there advice. Sorry. :)
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